day two of treadmill was a little better.
i learned two things about myself today:
first, i have a phobia of falling off the back of the treadmill if i lengthen my stride (long-legged people are like that).
second, i've got to find some appropriate workout music. the shuffle on my zune just ain't cutting it.

day one of treadmill did not go as well as planned. the fact that i was facing a wall instead of the wide-open road was probably part of the problem...at least that's my story and i'm sticking to it.

i haven't been in a very write-y mood of late. in fact, i see that it's been 6 months since i entered anything here in the blog. then today i woke up a little early and couldn't get back to sleep--which isn't such a big deal, it was only about 30 minutes before the alarm, so i decided to get up and do some wii exercise.
i logged into my wiifit user and what'dya know? it's been about 6 months since i wii'd. i'm seeing a trend here.
and apparently, since it's been 6 months since the wii was used, it needed new batteries...so i fought with that for a bit.
in the end, i never did get to the exercise part, but i did weigh in. um...yeah... that's gotta change.
for my loyal readers, all 4 of you (my own mother nor wife actually read this), i want to remind you that this blog is for me, not you. i'm not here to dispel great insight or knowledge. i blog to collect my thoughts and to throw them out there so that people can respond if they want to.
well, despite it all, i don't have a game plan. i don't know what i'm going to do about it. i'm not going to crash diet, but likely, if someone offered me poor quality cookies, i'd eat too many.
and in case you haven't figured it out yet, while my up-scale is my point of view, i am fully aware that things in my heart and head aren't quite right. that's what actually needs to change.

dear Jesus, i need your help to...well, i'm not sure what i need to do, but i rely on you.