ministry

"With praise and thanksgiving they sang to the Lord:  'He is good; his love to Israel endures forever.'  And all the people gave a great shout of praise to the Lord, because the foundation of the house of the Lord was laid.  But many of the older priests and levites and family heads, who had seen the former temple, wept aloud when they saw the foundation of the temple being laid, while many others shouted for joy.  No one could distinguish the sound of the shouts of joy from the sound of weeping, because the people made so much noise.  And the sound was heard far away."  Ezra 3:11-13

sometimes ministry feels like this dichotomy.